This is it...we made it. We have survived the week.
In a little less than four hours, Ben will be taken into the OR and the start of his next journey will begin.
He is sleeping so peacefully at the minute, but I just want to wake him up, pick him up and hug him to bits. He looks so small laying on that bed I am not sure how I am mentally going to handle having him whisked away to surgery.
I managed to get some sleep last night but not a lot. I am nervous and scared for him. I wish I could be the one to do it for him.
I am assured the end results will more than make up for this, however right now I am not so sure.
I can't believe that we've made it to today, the next 12 hours are going to drag on for ever.
Today is it...SURGERY in 3.5 hours....
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